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Post by Shepherd on Nov 3, 2016 2:47:39 GMT -8
Rhythmic was the fading drumbeat in his chest, hitting hard against the bone-cage inside him. His flesh was bruised, clothing wet with the black syrupy remains of blood, armour spattered and uncomfortable. He looked down, and beheld his failing body, how shallow his breaths were despite how he could not feel that, nor did he remember when it became that way. Thoughts were tangible, lucid things, flowing about his fingers, coming in great swells of flavour over his tongue; and at the same time, he could not recall any one moment in detail, despite only seconds having passed him by.
He hearkened to Mary’s shrill, annoying voice (though that was just how he felt), and made out the words well enough to decide to respond. “I would not fear you any night,” he said, a hoarse, honest whisper that crept from his throat. But instead of dripping with the usual condescension, his maintained a modicum of integrity and sincerity, and he continued, “you are a worthy and fearsome opponent, I will be honoured to face you one day.” There would not be much sport in executing him now, he knew, and in some odd way, he wished it would never come to blows between them—her fiery heart was somewhat amusing, perhaps he found it endearing.
“Gratias,” he said, when she set the healing powder next to him. His eyes followed after her movement, but he did not reach to grab the bottle, feeling an insurmountable pressure upon his body that struck him still. “Mary,” he said, surmising she would not strike a dying man for prying, “what did the NCR do?” He omitted a part of his sentence to her, to you, to allow her the strength to interpret the question as she would. There was no sense in picking the scab of an old hurt, if it were still to bleed. He spoke with the understanding, patient fraternal tone he might have in questioning his youngest sister, who often scorned the elder men, and her husband-to-be, with her cunning mind and trickery; or when she refused to learn to cook, or mend wounds, because she too, wished to play at war. It was possible that Mary would very much enjoy his sister’s company, they were of similar character—forged by the fire of Mars.
When Kaw had returned, he felt rested enough to force himself upright only slightly, stifling a wounded moan. The segmentata he wore felt suffocating, the metal plates of a Decānus being driven hard into his pale flesh; he ignored it for now, accepting the leathery pouch to supply him with some much needed water. He sipped hesitantly, feeling the cool liquid trickle down a dry, cracking throat, before he gulped hard in an attempt to swallow; down the wrong tube, as it were, causing him to wince.
That would not be the end of his quiet suffering, he decided, as he left his wounded arm to support his heavy, healthy weight, and used his freehand to untie the leather thongs that kept his armour in place. The plate fell away from his body, and he pushed it off into the sand, before meekly struggling with the threadbare shirt he wore; no sense in promoting disease, or wearing an old, bloody shirt, before walking into the heart of Balius’s camp. For the sake of his dignity, he did not move to pull off his pturges, half because he could not, and the other to spare the womenfolk from seeing his complete manliness.
That would do, for now, he let himself collapse back onto the ground, still resting in the plated armour that was attached to his back. He could not bear to try to remove it, and would be content as he was now. “My mother was a Hangdog, I think,” he said, thinking aloud, swept still by his in-and-out delirium. “Caesar ordered the men killed, who surrender unto him, at the order of—but the women and children were spared, given new lives in the empire, transported into safer lands,” he said, the end of his sentence faded into a quietness, he lost his train of thought. “Perhaps you, and your raven hair—you are not the only one left.”
Octavius gasped quietly at a sudden strike of pain, and fell back exhausted, incapable of speaking or doing anything more; he would, until morn, unless otherwise kept up by the women.
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